Quand j’estois libre, ains que l’amour cruelle
Ne fust esprise encore en ma mouelle,
Je vivois bien-heureux,
Comme à l’envy les plus accortes filles
Se travailloyent par leurs flammes gentilles,
De me rendre amoureux.
Mais tout ainsi qu’un beau Poulain farouche,
Qui n’a masché le frein dedans la bouche,
Va seulet escarté,
N’ayant souci sinon d’un pied superbe
A mille bonds fouler les fleurs et l’herbe,
Vivant en liberté :
Ores il court le long d’un beau rivage,
Ores il erre en quelque bois sauvage
Ou sur quelque mont haut ;
De toutes parts les Poutres hanissantes
Luy font l’amour pour néant blandissantes,
A luy qui ne s’en chaut.
Ainsi j’allois desdaignant les pucelles,
Qu’on estimoit en beauté les plus belles,
Sans respondre à leur vueil :
Lors je vivois amoureux de moy-mesme,
Content et gay, sans porter couleur blesme
Ny les larmes à l’œil.
J’avois escrit au plus haut de la face
Avec l’honneur une agreable audace
Plaine d’un franc desir :
Avec le pied marchoit ma fantaisie
De ça, de la, sans peur ne jalousie,
Vivant de mon plaisir.
Mais aussi tost que par mauvais desastre
Je vey ton sein blanchissant comme albastre,
Et tes yeux deux soleils,
Tes beaux cheveux espanchez par ondées,
Et les beaux lis de tes lévres bordées
De cent œillets vermeils :
Incontinent j’appris que c’est service.
La liberté, de ma vie nourrice,
Fuit ton œil felon
Comme la nue en temps serein poussée
Fuit à grands pas l’haleine courroucée
De l’oursal Aquilon.
[Et lors tu mis mes deux mains à la chaisne
Mon col au cep et mon cœur à la gesne,
N’ayant de moy pitié,
Non plus, helas ! qu’un outrageux corsaire,
(O fier Destin) n’a pitié d’un forcère
A la chaisne lié.]
Tu mis apres en signe de conqueste,
Comme veinqueur tes deux pieds sur ma teste,
Et du front m’a osté
L’honneur, la honte, et l’audace première,
Acouhardant mon ame prisonniere,
Serve à ta volonté.
Vengeant d’un coup mille fautes commises,
Et les beautez qu’à grand tort j’avois mises
Par-avant à mespris,
Qui me prioyent en lieu que je te prie :
Mais d’autant plus que merci je te crie,
Tu es sourde à mes cris,
Et ne respons non plus que la fontaine
Qui de Narcis mira la forme vaine,
Vengeant dessus son bord
Mille beautez des Nymphes amoureuses,
Que cest enfant par mines desdaigneuses
Avoit mises à mort.
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When I was free,and cruel love
Had not yet taken hold in my marrow,
I lived happily;
How the most attractive girls competitively
Worked hard with their gentle flames
To make me fall in love!
But just as a handsome wild colt
Which has not chewed the curb in his mouth
Wanders far and wide by himself,
Having no care except with his proud foot
To trample with a thousand leaps the flowers and grass,
Living in liberty;
Sometimes he runs along a fair riverbank,
Sometimes he wanders in some wild wood
Or on some high mountain;
And on every side whinnying fillies
Make love to him, flattering him for nothing,
He who cares nothing for it.
Just so I used to disdain the maids
That everyone thought fairest of the fair,
Without responding to their wishes;
Then, I was in love with myself,
Happy and joyful, not wearing that pale colour
Nor with tears in my eyes.
I had written on my forehead,
Together with honour, a pleasant audacity
Filled with frank desire;
My imagination advanced with my feet
Wherever I wanted, without fear or jealousy,
The master of my pleasure.
But as soon as through terrible misfortune
I saw your breast white as alabaster
And your eyes, twin suns,
Your fine hair pouring down in waves,
And the fair lilies of your lips bordered
With a hundred pink carnations,
Straightway I learned what it is to be in service,
Andliberty, the nurse of my life,
Fled your treacherous eye
As a cloud in clear weather
Flees at great pace when pushed by the angry breath
Of polar Aquilo.
[And then you put my two hands to the chain,
My neck to the vine and my heart to shame,
Having no pity on me,
No more alas than a hostile corsair
Has pity – o proud fate! – on a galley-slave
Bound with a chain.]
As a sign of your conquest you then placed
Your two feet on my head, as conqueror,
And took from my brow
Honour, shame, and my earlier boldness
Rendering my imprisoned soul a coward,
Servant to your desires.
Avenging with one blow a thousand faults I’d committed
And the beauties whom, greatly in the wrong, I had held
Before this in scorn
Who had begged me, instead now I beg you.
But as often as I beg for mercy from you,
You are deaf to my cries
And respond no more than the fountain
Which showed Narcissus the image of his shape
Taking revenge on its bank
For the thousand beauteous nymphs in love
Which that boy, with his scornful manner,
Had put to death.
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